this is stupid. but,

being a fangirl aint easy. i want to give up on beast. i want to stop loving them as they're causing me retarded diseases that will make me go crazy. i get upset easily by them. their mood changes my mood. they have disappointed me times and times and each time they disappoint me, i keep saying that i want to give up on them. however, when i think of how they work their asses off just to please us b2uties, and everything that we've gone through together. i know that what i'm going through cuz of them is worth it and i dont regret anything that i've done for them so far. i've loved them for almost half a year and i want to stay with them till the end. and i know that if i wish for something long enough, i will get it eventually. so despite me saying that i want to give up on them now, i dont mean it. and i never will. i'm gonna be with them till the end and thats what a true fangirl would do.

yeahh. i'm not gonna regret anything i've done.